A Dark Room

What is it that makes a man sad? Is it the sense of being alone; or having something that cannot be yours?

What is it that makes a man cry? Is it when you lose something you really love; or when you love something that you can’t live without?

What is it that makes a man happy? Is it the sense of being together with the one you love; or loving something even if it cannot be yours?

What is it that makes a man laugh? Is it when you have everything that you want; or when you have everything that you need?

What is it that makes a man live? Is it when you are in love; or when you are being loved?

What is it that makes a man die? Is it when you hate; or when you are being hated?

I don’t know what to feel anymore. I can’t cry no more tears. My eyes are too tired to. Every night I sit the whole night wondering if you’re thinking of me, too. And in the morning when I wake up, it’s still your name that my heart keeps calling.

How I wish there were no days, all nights. Because that’s the closest that I can be from feeling your arms around me. I wish there was no light for me to see, only darkness. Because every time I look around me everything is empty. If only in the darkness I can feel your hand touching mine, so be it. I’d stay in this dark room if that’s the only way.

I love you.

Joss Stone, I’m Spoiled

Sleepless and bored. I turned my laptop on to listen to some music on YouTube so I could lighten up a little bit. Thinking of a song, I remembered a performance on American Idol on their ‘Idol Gives Back’ episode that kept ringing on my head for days. I couldn’t remember the name of the woman who sang that song called ‘I Put A Spell On You’ so I typed in the title of the song in the search bar.  I scrolled down a little bit and there it was! I recognized it by it’s thumbnail. The girl’s name was Joss Stone.

While I was listening to it, I looked up on the related videos list and found her other performances. There I saw her rendition of Natalie Cole’s ‘L-O-V-E’ which made me more interested

After listening to it for like a hundred times, I came across her other song called ‘Spoiled’

Right there and then, I fell in-love with her. She’s got one of the most powerful voices out there. All night I kept wondering why this lady hasn’t reached my country.

One word. Gorgeous.

A Message To My Love

I said it before; I’ll say it again

Even though my heart is in pain

“I love you”, with you my heart has lain

Forever – will not be in vain

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I said it before; I’ll say it once more

I’m still here, lying on the floor

“Please come in”, says my open door

I’m still here, waiting for my love to come ashore

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I said it before; I’ll say it indefinitely

With you my heart is in glee

Forever. Forever. Forever it will be

Hoping that in the end it will be you and me…

DotA Facts :)

Sa mga DotA fans, did you know?

The name “Zeus” came from the word “Dyeus” or “Deiwos” which means “the Sky Father” or “God of the daylight sky”

The word Deiwos is also the source of the Latin word “Deus” which means “GOD”

Sources:
http://www.thefreedictionary.com/Zeus
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Deiwos

For thousands of years, Zeus has affected how people lived their lives until a man named Jesus came to dethrone him in the 1st century.

There is also a myth that Zeus got so angry at his people that he flooded the whole world to wipe out the human race. All except two died. They were saved by an ark.

A stunning resemblance to the Bible story of Noah’s Ark

Missing School

It’s been ten days since my freshman year ended and I already miss it – a lot.  I miss rushing to the bus stop every morning trying to catch the bus to school.  Of course, I miss my friends, too.  The way we laugh at things even when everything seems to go wrong.  All the hate, all the love, and everything in between; I miss it.

The funny thing is – during the school year – I actually hate going to school.  I don’t like writing notes.  I don’t like competing with my classmates for grades.  And, I don’t like the pressure it puts on my shoulders.  Especially now that I’m a scholar, the pressure just got greater.  I’m a paranoid so I always worry a lot.  Will I be able to maintain my scholarship?  Or will I disappoint my family?  I really don’t like the idea of one day telling them that I failed.

At school, all I wish is for it to end.  Now that I’m  home, all I think about is school.  There really isn’t much to do.  I spend my day sitting in front of this old laptop of mine staring at my Facebook and Twitter page.  What else is there to do?

WTF is wrong with me?

I’ve been spending a lot of time thinking about what I have done in my life so far. Have I done enough to deserve what He has blessed me with? I’m in college now, and so far things have been going well. I qualified for a scholarship on my second semester that really helped me and my family a lot. No tuition fees to worry about. That, I really am thankful for. But do I deserve it?

In school, I see students sitting on the corridor studying, trying to keep up with all the requirements for their course. Some of my classmates study from dusk ’till dawn just so they could have all the answers for tomorrow’s quiz. They’re scholars just like me, but what do I do before a quiz? I sit down and play DotA all morning. I don’t even read all my notes. I just scan whatever I have and rely on my “stock-knowledge.” It may sound funny to some but I really don’t agree with my habits. The worst part is, I even get the highest score sometimes. For that, I’m bothered.

What’s wrong with me? Some student’s would do anything to have what I have but I don’t seem thankful for it. All I do is goof around and not care about what’s going to happen. Again; what’s wrong with me?